nate

sweet boy, what have you done?

things look different now

they don’t look like they did

they’ll never look like they could

roll

flip

fall

shatter

siren

speed

needles

veins

steel

sleep

dream

pray, pray, pray

you have no idea what’s going on

are you whole in your dreams?

we mourn you even as you live

for who you were

for who you will want to be